Friends

Honeslty it feels like i can never keep any of my friendships like i can make friends quickly no problem but when it comes to long term they either leave me or our friendship just feels weaker. And i know it might sound like oh i must be the problem then but it really isn't, I've thought about it so hard i dont do anything offensive or to annoy them or anything like that and somehow my friendships never last or stay strong. My best friend who i used to msg everday she would tell me everything and we were basically inseparable but then in just 1 week she dropped me for no reason and when i tried to ask her about it her reasoning was that she felt i was distant??? I was sick and didnt really respond to her msgs for just a week 1 BLOODY WEEK after we were friends for 5 years. And not just that after she left me i made other friends and everything was fine until a year later things just got awkward for no reason it just felt like they were talking about me behind my back (which they were and what they were saying was just all lies about me and they spread it to other people) so i left them. Then i made other friends and we got close whatever but again things just started getting awkward and i dont know why. Its not just irl friends even my online friends we would msg nearly everyday but then after 5 months things just got a bit awkward it was like they made a new gc i didnt know about they would just chat on that 1 because somehow all of them would know about smth i didnt. Then my online best friend made another friend (which isnt a problem) but she would barely msg me and she'd just leave me on seen like what is wrong with me.

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anonymous Friends October 01, 2026 at 3:22 pm 0 0