I get to work before everyone else to get some time before the phone rings to get things done. Everyone will let the phone ring and ring and expects me to answer it and yet we are all supposed to. I am doing the work of 3. Frequently I'm still working at 8 o'clock at night and put in 12 hours a day. I have asked management for help with the phones. I've suggested a receptionist. I've asked for them to hire another person as we are overworked. I'm drowning. I'm on my 21st job. I'm sick of leaving poorly managed companies. Why won't management do something when the employees say they need help? I have to work. I have huge Bill's. Part of me wants to drive off a cliff and part of me wants to push people off. I'm depressed. Attempted suicide. I have been to therapy and yet see no light at the end of the tunnel. I always put 100 percent into my job. I always work like a dog. I feel unappreciated and ignored. I have 3 adult kids who live me me. All should be trying to be independent and none seem driven enough to try harder. Though I've tried my entire life and where has it got me? I hate my rotten life. It's my 31st wedding anniversary tomorrow and clearly my husband forgot as he planning to play d&d. I was playing that game but am too busy at work. I volunteer teach adults as well. I have volunteered my time for others and it's the only positive part of my week. I have many hobbies and close friends but still feel angry, fed up and feel like giving up. I feel like God stopped caring about me. I am mad at myself for feeling like this with 3 adult kids who I love. Sometimes I could get in my car and just drive anywhere away. Is this how people become homeless? When I went to Church I ended up teaching Sunday School, volunteering in the day care and had zero time actually attending service. I offered to babysit for my friends but soon they took advantage and eventually their kids were left on my doorstep and they'd drive away, not caring if I was as even home to care for their children, without even asking me. What are people in this world doing? I just don't understand? I'm simply tired, burned out and feel angry. That's my rant. Thank you for letting me do that.
JoelWork May 20, 2019 at 10:50 pm10
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Obsessive Compulsive Disorder + Perfectionism: Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD) combined with perfectionism can create a challenging and often debilitating experience for individuals. OCD is characterized by unwanted, intrusive thoughts (obsessions) that provoke significant anxiety, leading to repetitive behaviors or mental acts (compulsions) performed to relieve that anxiety. When coupled with perfectionism, individuals may become fixated on achieving unattainably high standards, leading to relentless self-criticism and fear of making mistakes. This combination can manifest in excessive checking, organization, or refining tasks to an extreme degree, often resulting in significant time consumption that interferes with daily functioning and productivity. The distress caused by this interplay may not only exacerbate the symptoms of OCD but also contribute to feelings of inadequacy, low self-esteem, and increased anxiety, highlighting the need for comprehensive treatment approaches that address both the obsessive-compulsive behaviors and the underlying perfectionistic tendencies. anonymous 6 hours ago
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Malignant Narcissism: Malignant narcissism is a severe form of narcissistic personality disorder characterized by a combination of excessive self-importance, a lack of empathy, and a tendency towards aggressive or antisocial behavior. Individuals with malignant narcissism often display symptoms such as an inflated sense of entitlement, a deep-seated need for admiration, pathological lying, and manipulative or exploitative behaviors. They may also exhibit paranoia, sadism, or hostility when their self-image is threatened. The harm caused by malignant narcissism can extend beyond the individual, affecting families, work environments, and communities. Their destructive behaviors can lead to significant emotional and psychological trauma for those around them, making it essential to understand and address this disorder effectively in interpersonal relationships and therapeutic settings.
Religious Delusions: Religious delusions are fixed false beliefs related to religious or spiritual themes that are not grounded in reality and are resistant to contrary evidence. These delusions can manifest in various forms, such as the belief that one has a special relationship with a divine entity, experiences divine revelations, or is on a divine mission. Such delusions can significantly impair an individual's functioning, leading to difficulties in personal relationships, social interactions, and occupational responsibilities. The intense conviction in these beliefs can result in extreme behavior, including isolation from others, obsessive rituals, or even harmful actions toward oneself or others in the name of faith. Additionally, the distress and confusion stemming from these delusions can exacerbate underlying mental health conditions, leading to a cycle of suffering that may require professional intervention to manage effectively.
Psychopathy: Psychopathy is a personality disorder characterized by a persistent pattern of antisocial behavior, emotional deficits, and interpersonal difficulties. Individuals with psychopathy often exhibit a lack of empathy, guilt, or remorse, which allows them to manipulate and exploit others without feeling emotional repercussions. Common symptoms include superficial charm, grandiose sense of self-worth, impulsivity, irresponsibility, and a tendency to lie or deceive for personal gain. They may also display shallow emotions, an inability to form genuine emotional attachments, and a propensity for risk-taking behaviors. While not all individuals with psychopathic traits engage in criminal behavior, their manipulative and often predatory nature can lead to significant harm to others, presenting challenges in personal, professional, and societal contexts. Understanding psychopathy is crucial for effective intervention and management, particularly as it relates to criminal justice and mental health treatment.
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder + Perfectionism: Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD) combined with perfectionism can create a challenging and often debilitating experience for individuals. OCD is characterized by unwanted, intrusive thoughts (obsessions) that provoke significant anxiety, leading to repetitive behaviors or mental acts (compulsions) performed to relieve that anxiety. When coupled with perfectionism, individuals may become fixated on achieving unattainably high standards, leading to relentless self-criticism and fear of making mistakes. This combination can manifest in excessive checking, organization, or refining tasks to an extreme degree, often resulting in significant time consumption that interferes with daily functioning and productivity. The distress caused by this interplay may not only exacerbate the symptoms of OCD but also contribute to feelings of inadequacy, low self-esteem, and increased anxiety, highlighting the need for comprehensive treatment approaches that address both the obsessive-compulsive behaviors and the underlying perfectionistic tendencies.
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