convince me to die please

i want to die. not for any unique reason. but because i am stupid.

i get C's in all my grades, im mediocre in every art, i'm beyond clueless at math, i cannot sit down at focus on anything that doesn't give me a dopamine boost, i'm lazy, insecure, i have no motivation for anything, i'm going back into depression and every time i see my sisters friend who has SH scars i can't help but feel absolutely humiliated by the fact mine are barely visible, like i'm a fraud.

i'm a whimp to pain so i cannot kms. i want to, i want to so bad. i want to swallow all the pills and never wake up. but a part of me wants to fucking live!!! and i hate that. i don't want to be in this world anymore. i have no talent, i have no passion, i don't dress nice, i don't look nice, i stutter all the time, i have 0 friends because they all bullied me, i'm messy, incompetent, have extreme social anxiety AND i'm socially awkward. i want to cry all the time but my T isn't letting me and by the fucking gods i'm autistic, trans, gay, i have joint problems and i suck at literally everything.

pls. convince me to die so i don't have to burden anyone anymore

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anonymous Other October 20, 2026 at 9:09 am 0 0