Bitchass bastard can't do anything

I can't do anything but cry alone because of my alcoholic dad. This whole day he's been acting up, and all I can do is repress my anger and not argue back. Literally what else can I do for a person who will never change. When I finally snapped after he tried to make a silly joke by touching my feet to pray and hit him across the head as hard as I could, the two other adults were telling ME that there's nothing you can do against people like him. Do you think I don't know that? Who do you think I am? Are you joking? I'm one of the three people he chooses to torment on a daily basis and experience this everyday, maybe not to as bad of a degree compared to my mom but I still don't like it. How is it my fault that he was unable to keep his balance and bumped into a mirror sliding door and then starting taking his anger out on that? Do you even know how bad I felt immediately after realizing that I just made it so much worse for my mom? I regretted it in that instant but I was the one told to apologize to him so that he would stop. If that scenario never worked in the past, why would you ever think it would work now. Yes, my lamenting of my actions is because I realized that it would affect someone else, but I'm not stupid. I knew better than anyone that letting my anger out on a person like him would do no good given his background, and yet my worries are pushed to the side because you want to appease him? You even asked me why I was crying the moment regret hit and why I was holding my palm in pain, all while you were comforting him for having his head smacked. Are we serious?

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anonymous Home December 29, 2025 at 6:33 pm 0 0