Best friend problems

Me and best friend for 6 years used to be super close. I went to her house almost every day for 4 maybe 5 years. We both have horrible home lives so we became each others get aways. She moved a couple city’s away and we completely stopped talking for months. We would text but occasionally. I finally got us to meet up and things went semi back to normal. We hang out more often, at least once Every two weeks. She is really had at responding to my messages but she can respond just fine to her “bff” and her current boy/girlfriend. I treat her one million times better than they do. They disrespect her and use her. She gets that enough from her family as is. I have a huge crush on her and I hate to see her in such bad relationships. She comes to me if she wants a second opinion on people. She told me the other night she was grateful for me cause I stick with her no matter what even having been in the middle of her abusive family. Sometimes I wish that I can just ditch religion and be with her. Be her girl, her support, her every day... But, I know if I choose that path I will be missing a life 10 fold greater in blessings. For the past 3 days she has ghosted me. Her excuse is always she’s too busy. But some how she has plenty of free time for her bf/gf/manipulative bff. Even when we hang out she’s on the phone with someone else. I invited her to come over and She messaged me saying she was at work... WHY would you message me AT WORK when you’re ACTUALLY currently busy. But not tell me anything for three days then tell me!!! It makes no sense. I have so much insecurities and this makes me want to just completely drop her from my life, but I has such a small group of friends and each person has a different connection. She’s the one I go to when I need a distraction. She will rant to me for hours and I love it. I’ll go to her to rant myself as well. One other I don’t really know why we’re friends. We just have this invisible connection. We care about each other and are always there for each other no matter what. And the last friend, she’s kinda a get away. When I just need a break from the whole world. We will do activities together, play video games and draw. I don’t want to lose any of them.
Out of all my real friends, she’s the only one who has ever ghosted me.

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Grace Friends May 13, 2020 at 11:36 am 0 0