You never get used to incompetence

At one point I truly believed that my contempt and disdain would eventually turn into indifference.. but it hasn't, and i'm starting to think it never will. That's kind of its own poison.
I'm starting to get exhausted even with my own hatred toward the kid.. but it truly does hold steady. Doesn’t really get worse or better, It's just steady.
Dealing with him is pure insanity. If you do the same thing over and expect a different result, it's insanity. Remind him to do the same chores day after day, and hope he will finally remember them on his own is insanity, because he wont.
Teaching him to do the same basic skills over and over, and expecting him to understand but he doesn't is insanity. He never will.
The kid literally makes me feel insane by definition..

I know this is a rant site, but this isn't really a rant. This is an exhausted confession of how I feel...

This site has been very therapeutic for me. It's a beautiful way of releasing your deepest most thoughts.

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The evil step mom Home November 13, 2026 at 9:19 pm 0 0