You fucked up

You had something very rare. I was willing to give you everything I had, and that's exactly what I did. Your needs came first, always. Whatever you wanted, you got. I couldn't always offer you everything you wanted immediately, but I did my best. My friends and family and business associates treated you like royalty because they knew how much you meant to me. We were one hell of a match, too, weren't we? Everything the world tried to shame you for, I thought was beautiful and amazing. I never thought it was possible to love someone that much or to be that happy.

You couldn't just accept something that good, though, could you?

You had to treat me like shit eventually. I was just a consolation prize after you lost whatever you really wanted in life. Nothing I did made me as attractive or important as that. And you knew what you were doing to me was wrong, so you started sabotaging the relationship so you wouldn't have to do the work of owning up and leaving on honest terms. Now you're lying to shift blame and cover yourself.

Now what do you have? Not me, that's for damn sure! Did you leave me for an amazing job somewhere? A better living situation? Someone else who loved you? No. You threw a fucking hissyfit and pretended you had some amazing opportunity open up that was going to make your life so good, just so you wouldn't have anyone telling the truth:

You ran away. You ran away and totally broke the person who loved you more than anything.

One day you will look back and think about your choices. I hope that you will forgive yourself when you realize what and whom you threw away.

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anonymous Relationships March 05, 2026 at 5:26 am 2 1