wtf is the point anymore?

Wanna keep a job that pays well enough to survive? Too fucking bad. Doesn't matter how smart or capable you are, you're not smart or capable enough to push a fucking button and fucking load parts.

Wanted to be the first person in your family to go to college, and a good one? Too fucking bad. Girls want to get laid or look like they care about non-white boys or some shit or maybe it's just a fetish. Fuck if I know, but that shit is more important than your future.

Oh you used programming to get a GED? Great.. Now use it to fuck up your shoulder so badly you can barely fucking raise it to clean your armpit in the shower. Degree? Same. No one gives a fuck.

But they'll sure as fuck sabotage you and constantly pretend it's your fault.

Go to therapy to learn to cope and set boundaries? Who cares, women exist. They'll trample them and as long as they're wearing cute shoes then it's fucking adorable. Doesn't matter if it triggers a panic attack and gets you fired. Doesn't matter what you tried to avoid it. They're just so fucking cute and even though they make more than men of basically every non-white race except asian they're sooo fucking oppressed. One time a guy looked at them and that's basically rape.

Besides, you're smart. Go compete with fucking AI to make art or some shit. be a content creator on social media without the makeup, outfits, plastic surgery, or good looks. No one gives a fuck.

Oh, you've been hospitalized several times, have proof, have therapists who've basically given up on you and want government benefits? That's adorable. You don't deserve them or to survive. You know why? Because a girl one time decided that. That's equality. Her word is law. That's egalitarianism and you should be grateful for her existence. What are you? Some kind of incel who got laid before most dudes learn cooties aren't really a thing?

Seriously, the fuck is the point of the emergency life saving surgeries? I'm in debt it'll take years, if not a lifetime to pay off. It will impact my ability to live. It will impact how people see me in a way that therapy can't address. Shit, therapists male or female can't touch most of my trauma and don't even try anymore. Shits so far gone they give up. Why? BEcause it doesn't fucking matter. They can try to fill my head with whatever bullshit they want, they can convince me to find "reality" and the moment I step out of that office all of it will no longer matter. Because the reality I told them was reality is indeed reality. Because the world is a shitty fucking place where breathing exercises that make you look goofy as fuck or counting doesn't do jack shit about what others think of you, the opportunities they extend to you, or your bills. They will run you into the ground. They will sabotage you. They will absolutely destroy you and tell you that they're doing you a favor, and everyone will tell you that you should be thankful.

So the fuck is the point? Like I said this all openly on FB with my real name earlier when someone tried to suggest rehab for my drinking. The fuck is the point? At least with alcohol when I go I'll be happy and it'll be on my terms, not yours. Is that the point? My death isn't good enough, but it needs to be entirely on your terms too? Even in the afterlife everything needs to be because you caused it and exactly as you intended? Is that really it? Is some poor worthless unknown asshole really that important? A good day for me is literally not speaking to a fucking soul all day. Not even my family who sit literal inches from me.

is that really teh sort of person you people need to sabotage and destroy for equality to exist? Aren't there more effective targets? Why don't you just leave people the fuck alone? Why dont' you just let people do their 8 or 12 hour shift in fucking peace so they can pay their bills too? Why the fuck does their survival impact you so badly that you need to completely ruin their lives and then suggest that they seek therapy? Why the fuck is this shit so fucking socially acceptable?

It's honestly why with my studio that probably won't do shit I'm building communities away from social media and using social media as a billboard. I'm not here because I want to be here. I'm here because you people won't let me survive. You people won't let me do shit unless it's somehow preapproved by you. Shit, I can't even die because you'll try to find a way to "save" me. Then it'll all somehow be entirely my fault. For people bitching about taxes you seem to like to cover expensive as hell psychiatric ward stays and emergency surgeries. You really that spiteful that keeping someone alive to terrorize them every day they're fucking alive is more important than taxes? Really? That's fucking amazing.

And you people do this shit and it's somehow a favor. Like, what the fuck is that shit? What the fuck is the point anymore?

Fucking rehab.
Fucking people.

The fuck is the point? I'm supposed to endlessly suffer so you can feel good and simultaneously I'm not fucking shit anyway so why the fuck does it matter either way?

Fuck you people.
ALl of you.
But especially fucking feminists.

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anonymous Other May 18, 2026 at 2:53 am 0 0