I feel so constantly jaded all the time and it's really exhausting and annoying. I hate everything i do and everything i try and create. Whenever im not distracted i end up spiraling into self loathing and i cant stop it. I think avout killing myself so fucking often. I have so many posts on here talking about ut. Im scared im never gonna get better. Why can't i change??? I feel like i work hard on building good habits but they dont stick. Im worried i dont want it enough. I don't know.
anonymousOther June 29, 2026 at 11:39 pm10
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