Such A Fucking Torture Job Hunting

So, long story, going back a little over a decade ago when I was applying for accounting jobs with no intern experience because I was on my own and couldn't afford to just go full time to school, I had to do night school at a scam school that's majority closed down, but none are in my state now, I put in over 2 years 3,200 reviewed submissions and had 32 interviews, none happened. I just resorted to staying at my torturous, abusive job because I knew I wouldn't be any good at job hunting. Fast forward to well, the beginning of this year, thanks to my boss who hates me because I don't suck up to her and buy her food daily or ask her how her fucking day was, she made sure to tell the new owners of our contract that I'm the one to lay off, despite me letting her and others know WITHIN MY JOB TITLE, what was needed to be done regardless of her telling me to MIND MY OWN BUSINESS, it's NOT my RESPONSIBILITY, despite me doing that, situations would've been worse than they were, like a mass mailing not even mailed out for a MONTH, even though it had to go out the NEXT DAY IT WAS BROUGHT DOWN!!! Also, and I'm still happy about that, a fat slobby blob, a female Jabba the Hutt and that's being accurate much less nice, SHE always played the niceness game to know ALLLLL about you, then use it against you to workers, bosses, strangers, along with being in EVERY list that says you're an INCOMPETENT employee who SHOULD BE FIRED, along with inappropriate remarks but was saved because ass kissing said boss, SHE got laid off because sucking up can only mask your failure so far. She was paying attention to a PHONE GAME while METERING MAIL!!!! I KNEW this was gonna end bad, and it did when we had to meter out over 2,000 postcards for a community meeting hosted by the federal government I used to work for, and it ended a tenth of the way, because she didn't check that it was on first class rate and it was on CERTIFIED/RETURN RECEIPT MODE!!!! Over $2,000 GONE!!! And our boss above us had their heads, so Jabba had to leave, almost dragged out crying while still saying inappropriate shit.
So there were a few interviews and even a job lined up, but they were all taken down by Trump or the hiring department didn't wanna hire me, and now it's just ghosting, no notice if they even seen my resume, even after I spend AN HOUR filling out everything that MY RESUME HAS THEY ASK FOR!!!!!! This is literally shooting worthy and I WILL NOT shed a DAMNED FUCKING TEAR if a work searcher shoots up some company, they're SOOOOO disrespectful and is one of the Nine Circles Of Hell From Dante's Inferno (Comedy), though I fail to see the comedy in this. Fuck these people! FUCK the one who laid me off, and those who had a decision in it, and fully, DOUBLE FUCK the one who went out of her FUCKING WAY to ENSURE I get laid off like the doofus who fucked shit up because she was incompetent at her job, REALLY leaned on her "Disability", and really only excelled at being a bidet for my boss' nasty smelly ass! I'd prefer if either one of those two got shot, my ex boss and the HR doofus from the new company who took over the contract, for putting me in this uncalled for hell, but for all of them, with the hell they're making us job hunters go through, like it's some kind of depraved amusement ala Hunger/Squid Games, they really need it. 8 HOURS or a little less looking through sometimes a THOUSAND or so jobs plus cover letter and certifications, because they can't take job resumes through Indeed like some fucktard. A decade ago, I could find the same amount of jobs easy, because it was quick apply and I did 25 jobs in one hour for the week. Now because scammers aren't being stopped, you have to triangulate their location plus even if it's accessible plus other deceptions like location, saying they're in your home city but hiring for their ACTUAL CITY!!!! Can NOT!!!!!! WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! To get a job and I can END this shit!! I will NOT to the best of my ability, let this torture and abuse happen to me again. To anyone going through what I am or worse, know that I sympathize with you and feel your pain and desperation. And I'm single and have very little expenses save for the usuals, like utilities and rent.

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anonymous Work July 15, 2025 at 3:39 pm 0 0