So Support

So basically I wrote a book and it was like super hard because the content was like about some of my trauma. My mom also has some trauma and couldn't finish reading the book. So i was like yeah okay. I get it. But then when i tell her i finished it like before she read it yk she was all like "i thought you said you already finished it?" like bro i neva said that. Or when i said i wanna publish it she's like "with your full name? Really?" so i say no just an abbreviated one and she goes on about how my past abuser would read it. But like he doesn't even speak english?? and like why the hell would he read my book? He lives in a different country now. But like what kinda shit!y excuse is that. Like just tell me if you don't want me to get published. And now i'm feeling so fcking stupid because why'd i even write the book? I wanted my mom's approval and support so bad and she's just like not showing it and now i don't even want to publish my book. I just wanna give up on it. Gahhhh I'm so stupid.

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anonymous Home April 14, 2026 at 5:02 am 0 0