Self

I really really do want to change, i want to be outgoing, friendly, someone anyone can rely on but.. nothing’s really going my way, and when i meant that, i mean i can’t change the way I easily get tired just by simply thinking of a meetup for a project in a few days, it’s so tiring being with people.. or maybe it’s just that i’m not with the right people. I don’t know. Or maybe it’s because it feels like i’m doing this stupid project that’s literally just a dance group for a whole damn subject, I’m an I.T student, not a dancer.

It feels so stupid. I feel stupid.

I know what my goals are in life. It’s just achieving them is what’s difficult, especially if you’re in an environment where almost everyone doesn’t have common sense or simply just doesn’t connect with you.

My senior high school classmates acts much more mature than the current ones i have in college, i do not want to be rude but i cannot fathom how they graduated high school and senior high school without the capability to answer a question by themselves without using a.i, seriously the answer is literally just your opinion, don’t you have that?

I can understand the fact that English isn’t our first language but your excuse of using a.i for every single question should be at least believable.

I wish i can just drop this p.e subject, what even use does it have on the course i’m taking.

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C Other September 16, 2025 at 1:31 pm 1 0