i just had a huge crashout
im shaking
i didnt mean any of that about him. hes not trying to seek pity. he needs it and he doesnt realize how he acts
hes genuinely miserable
he is sweet he isnt dumb he cares about me a LOT. he goes into the gc telling me not to slash tires which is a metaphor for SH, even though he knows i cant anymore. he must know i constantly want to.
hes suffering and i am inconsiderate to ever even think about blaming him for needing a little more comfort and patience than most people do. and for me to say he cries about everything is especially inconsiderate because i didnt even take his feelings into thought. he NEEDS to cry about everything.
z___ im sorry if youve found any of this. i dont mean it.
subspace t. mineOther July 15, 2025 at 6:24 pm00
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