Not clean enough

So my mom left the house today to go somewhere and told me to clean the floors, and I did. Then she texted me to clean her room, but I was so exhausted from doing tests for school the whole week and coming home straight to clean every day that I took a nap for a few hours. I didn’t get to cleaning her room. She came home and was furious, calling me names, “whore”, “bitch”, “liar”, etc. all because the floors weren’t cleaned to her standards. She threatened to not let me go to school the next day despite me telling her I have a test and HAVE to go, and she said “so what? Maybe stop lying.” She said she was disappointed and she didn’t know what to say to me anymore. She does this every time I do something wrong in her eyes, that’s a lot btw, so I’m used to it, but i wish there was some way to go back in time and prevent all of this from happening. It’s like she wouldn’t care that I died, it’s that she would care that she had no help to clean and yet I can’t bring myself to hate her because she’s the only one raising me and I know it’s probably hard.

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Phoenix Other May 18, 2025 at 10:48 pm 1 1