Mothers and grieving

Ever since my mom lost her husband well excuse me, baby daddy she has been ranting everything ever since, got me out of the house for a job, been trying to help her but yet still not good enough, new look at the house, no porch, everything has been just negative, then me and my sisters see her going on a flight or fight attitude all because she couldn't find a cooking top which it was right there but she obviously didn't see it, then she just goes off yelling, wishing she aborted me, hates me, etc, and may i remind you all that she smokes weed and drinks wine everyday, she fights my sisters, my brothers, i tried to calm it all down but she doesn't want to be belittled, so she takes me out of everything in the world, i buy her cigarettes, help pay for food and drinks for my brother, help out to get the kids to school and pay the rent yet she can't even say thank you because its so hard for her, hell she even said that my dad wanted to take care of me and she didn't, she wanted to get rid of me, literally said it at my face and broke my heart because of how much i tried to do for her, yet it makes me think I'm not worth anything in the entire world, tried to clean my bathroom, sweep the floors the best i can but she doesn't like that its not in her likings, i try and try but i am not good enough for anyone

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Astro Higashikata Home August 17, 2026 at 8:52 pm 0 0