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Lying, narcissistic, abusive, cheating Husband

Lying, narcissistic, abusive, cheating Husband

I’ve been married to this SOB going on 8 fucking years and every time I fucking turn around either some random ass bitch is messing me wanting to know why my man is in their dms, or they would blast his fucking ass out and tag me. And of course I never believe any of his shitty ass fucking excuses or lies. In 8 damn years just the ones I know about and have fucking proof of is a total of 36 fucking women. But his bitch ass goes throw my phone and wants to get physical with me all because he wants to act like I’m the cheater and he does what he does to justify his actions. BULL FUCKING SHIT!!!! No I’m no saint and yes I’ve talked to a random ass person because he kept accusing me of what he was doing. About 3 yrs after we got married I kept getting notifications on my phone (messages from other women), I would go see what it was but nothing. Then I remembered I bought him a tablet for Christmas that past year; found where he hide it and found all kinds of messages to women wanting to know if they could meet up and fuck. I’m pissed after the first few messages. You could only imagine; I’m 5’8 145lbs strawberry blonde and light greenish/blueish/grayish eyes; he’s 6’2 350lbs, gray hair, and two different color eyes( Loco, literally). I storm out of my house into his shop and line drive this tablet at him; fucking bitch ducked. He gets his tablet sees what I found and gets pissed because I’m “snooping” through his shit. I told he should have thought about that before marrying a woman and it’s not fucking snooping when I’m getting your fucking notifications because you have our shit connected somehow; and you are a fucking nasty ass low down worse than a pig eating slop piece of shit; married to me talking to bitches that look like they came from Godzilla’s left nutsack, chewed up by the alligator from Lake Placid and shitted out with all their missing teeth meth headed nasty bitches.( And no I’m not conceded, try fucking really hard not to judge by appearances; but fuck I’m not that damn rough looking. Dog shit looks better than they did.) He literally had the nerve to say “I wouldn’t be talking to other women if you didn’t do it first!” By then I was walking away towards my house to get my shit and leave but when he said that; I spun so quick I really don’t think my feet touched the ground until I was nose to nose with this sob; and said “Accuse me one more fucking time of doing something I am not doing and I will fucking do it just to show you that I can and will. And fucking smile in your damn face when I “get” caught; and see how quick your bitch lying cheating ass tries to play “victim”. You wanted to play; so let’s play mother fucker. You’ve been fucking warned. FAAFO bitch; test the devil bitch. I told you from the first night we met I can be your best fucking friend or your worst damn nightmare. It looks like you won the Jackpot of Your worst fucking nightmare, shall we go to Elm’s Street bitch?” His stupid ass just looking at me slack jawed and says “Huh, Elm Street?” I had to walk at that point because I almost took the stapler to his nut sack and stapled them to the fucking work bench for that. Lord behold two damn days later what happens? You guessed it. So I did and that was the only time but it was more of hey, how ya doing? How’s life treating ya? Sort of shit. Nothing sexual, provocative, or even asking if wanna meet and fuck. Two days later he has my phone and sees a notification from this dude and goes ape shit saying “ How could you do this to me you whore?” “Whore? Really? Whores are what the Bible describes as a prostitute and they get paid for fucking people; me on the other hand I’m fucking myself by fucking you; and I warned you and didn’t take long at all for the “victim” to come out; it came in the very first sentence”. That was the only time I talked to another man that wasn’t a close friend of the family or my family members that were males.

Yes I’m still with dumb ass today but I would have to say I’m the dumbass for even thinking, trying, or even praying he would change. HELL FUCKING NOPE! He’s asleep because he “had” to go help a “buddy” of his out last night left at 10:35 pm and didn’t get back till 5:00 am this morning. No call or text. Would not answer his phone and he expects me to believe his exact words “ I didn’t do anything wrong, I was help so and so.” “Oh yeah, fucking where at?” “ His house” “Since when did he move to such a such address?” At that he realized he was caught; tried to give me a shitty shitty excuse; but stopped his before shit vomit came from his mouth. “How many time have I told you, St. Bernard, that excuses are like assholes, everybody has one, and most of them are shitty? So don’t even fucking say another damn word to me to “try” to justify or give me a shitty excuse. I’ve dealt with this my last fucking time.” His phone was going nuts so I get it and lord have mercy on his poor soul because I almost killed him. But I didn’t even touch him. I threw his favorite fucking light(Black light); which woke his pussy ass up; looked at me and said “ what was that?” I’m making my cigarettes; yup saving money; I stop, look up saying “I didn’t hear anything. What are you talking about?” He spots it shattered on the floor, mad “ Throw something else” “ Oh you mean just like you threw your fucking marriage down the shitter last night for a strange pussy that looked like it has been mutilated by a pack of coyotes and regurgitated by a cat. Is that what you mean by throw something else?” He’s staring wide eyed at me and I had to take one last damn jab at him saying “It really does fucking suck to married to a private investigator doesn’t bitch? Oh I have all of their snap chat usernames and pictures of her from last night( tossing the phone to him) and all the other fucking ones. All you fucking usernames on your “secret” hook up sites, apps, etc. You only have your self to blame and oh Anthrax(our Belgian malinois) is coming with me. You can be lonely miserable and fuck whatever you want now because you don’t deserve either of us, never did and never will. Duces bitch ass St. Bernard!” We walked out. 8 damn years thrown to the sewer rats. Wasted time is wasted money. I blocked him, removed my phone from his account, put my phone service in “ghost” mode. He’s been calling left and right but it goes straight to voicemail, for him. My family has called, I told them the situation and that they didn’t need to worry I’m not going back and Anthrax and I are going on a very much needed stress free vacation. And no stranger can just come up to me. He’s fully trained in personal protection and is my service dog. Ex-military, and I’ll leave it at that.

Thanks to rantrampage.com for letting me use their platform and my apologies for the lengthy rant( something he lacked) damn I need to stop, I’m usually not a bully but today; I pray the good Lord forgives me.
Jessica Relationships August 15, 2025 at 6:57 pm 0
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No, don't ask for forgiveness. I needed to read all that I did. And yes, he's scum. And from reading this, there's obvious abuse. Hopefully not physical, but abuse, especially from him. But there's something keeping you two from divorcing, and if it's not stated, then respecting the anonymity of this site, no need to know. Just know that abuse used as glue doesn't make things better, but worse. Like putting shit into a wound as if it were to heal. I hope you find a peaceful solution and get over this or out of this somehow. This sounds toxic and unsustainable.
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