It is difficult to find a good person today

I know like 1500 people and I have dated like 100 men (nothing physical - I am conservative). Men lie about having a previous marriage and being divorced. Some are still married and just having a fight with the wife. They too are pretending to be single. I took a break from dating for a long while because it was getting traumatic. Some of the men were abusive.
I need to find more buddies outside the workplace, who are not married. I am ready to date again. I have been brutally rejected many times because I am ugly. However, I believe I am a good person on the inside. I am often misunderstood and I cannot please everyone. I am worthy of love and care just like any other person. I want a person to love me for me (not my money, not my v - card, not my citizenship, not my job).
There aren't many good people left. Even if not from a romantic standpoint, I would not mind a good friend to hang out with for an hour a week. Someone who is not demeaning to me and does not make me think of killing myself by putting me down.

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Suzzie girl Relationships December 05, 2025 at 7:27 pm 1 0