If I Ever Fall in Love Again

... I'm just going to tell myself no, leave it! Leave it! Like I'm a dog.

Since I fell for this person I have had so many problems it's unreal. I could tell you about the crap that has happened emotionally but the real issue is that my health has gone to hell. As much as I love him, he takes no responsibility for himself and creates drama because he's too immature to handle his feelings like an adult. Dude, you're 30. The stress is screwing with my health. Please stop.

I never in my life had a urinary tract infection until I got together with this guy. We get together and I go from October to January constantly feeling like I'm on the verge of pissing myself. That's been over for a while but then I end up with three different viruses back to back because the situation takes so much out of me my immune system has crashed.

I really don't know what to do. I literally don't know if I can live with this but at the same time I do love him.

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anonymous Relationships November 04, 2026 at 1:10 pm 0 0