I was so much happier

I was so much happier when I was fat. The world moved on, I didn't care what I ate, that I had to hide my body, wore 2XXL shirts, that the scale said 260. If people didn't like my appearance, that's their problem. Most of all, I didn't care that woman passed me by. I figured they didn't deserve me. Then, after 30 years of being fat, I decided to lose 80 lbs and get into shape. It was the most difficult thing I did in my life, but I did it. And I looked amazing. Women started noticing me, and I met Hui.

And after a one year relationship, she broke my heart. I never really cared before, but now I can't sleep at night. I think about her and cry. Before I could bury everything with food, supplement my love life with porn, but now I actually hurt, deep in my heart.

I would do anything now to go back to the fat days, but it's too late for that because now I would just be fat and miserable

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John Doe Relationships April 11, 2026 at 2:56 am 1 0