I'm a pathetic thing.
Years ago a friend of mine spoke about killing himself.He told me about how he'd gone to his friend's house (he described his friend VERY strangely) said there was only one chair? He said he fell down the steps to that friend's house and his friend had laughed at him. In this conversation he said he was going to kill himself.
Back then I told him not to say things like that I got him to think about other things but I didn't REALLY do anything. I didn't tell anyone. I was scared he'd actually do it of course. But I was scared to tell someone just for them to not do anything or for them to make things worse. I'm a fucking piece of shit.
This was roughly two years ago. I don't know if he's better. Now he can talk about things he wants in the future and before he never mentioned the future. But I'm still worried. Today we argued about something stupid. What do I do? I'm scared. I know I'm pathetic and a shitty friend but I do care about him. I want him to be okay.
T Friends January 31, 2026 at 12:37 am 0 0
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2) if you’re worried you can always just contact your friend and just be straight up. Remind your friend that yeah you guys argued, but at the end of the day you’re still his friend and one argument isn’t going to change the fact that you still care and want him to be safe / take care of himself. Say you just wanted to check in because shit got heated and if he says he’s alright, try to schedule a time for you guys to talk things out once you’re both calm. Give him something to look forward to.
3) you need to talk to someone if you think your friend is actually going to kill himself at any point. That’s dangerous.
4) if you guys are friends, why don’t you just sit him down and talk to him about it? Let him know how you feel. Be genuine, but gentle since it’s a sensitive topic. You’re not coming to attack or judge him. You just care about him because he’s your friend and you care and want him to heal and get better. You don’t want to lose a friend (nobody does). Let him know that.
anonymous 8 hours ago