i have to die
ok so i literally never use this and keep this site bookmarked but i decided today was a good time to use this. you guys ever tell someone that you have to be somewhere and then when the day comes, they just completely ignore it and do their own thing with the ONE EFFING CAE THATS HERE!! we don’t have a spaceship or a bot that’s gonna take me to stupid fricking job . only you can mom. YOU’RE the one with the license. YOU’RE THE ONE WHO SWORE YOU’D TAKE ME TO WORK AFTER I REMINDED YOU MORE. THAN. ONCE. crazy right? she gets away with everything just because she’s an old arrogant hag. I hate that i dislike her at times because i’m nothing but kind to her but as i grow up, i start to realize that she lowkey does NOT care about me. i’m the only daughter that’s sweet to her because the other one dosen’t have a good relationship with her. and as i’m typing this, i’m watching the clock increasingly change as i NEED to be at work at 9. i got ready to go absolutely NOWHERE by my room. and it makes me more pissed off because i’m fricking seasonal. so for SO MANY WEEKS i’ve been using up all of my money in my savings because my job hates me and dosen’t wanna promote me to part time. so i’m expecting to go to work and get paid but instead i’m on my bed writing an angry pissed off paragraph about how my mother can’t do ANYTHING right. i literally never feel this way for her but i let her get away with absolutely everything so i should have been mad at her like way earlier. anyway, one day imma kms and it might be her fault. if not her’s then mine cause i’m so stressed out like every single day. sorry not sorry.rina Home January 28, 2026 at 8:40 am 0 0
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From my pov, I think what’s happened to you is unfair, but you also deserve to live your life. You deserve to find happiness and peace and you deserve to experience things in general which you can’t do if you die. I don’t know you and I don’t have to know to say that I don’t think you should ever kill yourself.
Think of it like this: if you die, your mom wins because she got to you. The way to win is to not play her games. Remove yourself from her completely. It’s gonna be hard and it may take a long time to save up money or to even find a place, but I highly recommend it. Being away from such toxic people will have you realize that it’s not that you wanted to die, it’s just that THEY made your life miserable. I’m speaking from experience cuz I relate to you. I moved away, cut my family off, and it felt like my life changed. Please consider just leaving your mom in dust by moving away and never contacting her after. You deserve the clarity and peace that comes with cutting off such toxic people.
Extra stuff — If you do choose to move out, while you’re saving up money it might be easy to lose motivation, but never forget your goal. Your goal is to leave the toxic environment & life behind. Your goal is to see how much of a different & happier person you will be when you are fully away from those type of people. When you do it for yourself and keep your goal in mind it makes it easier to tough out the bullshit while you’re still saving up money and around your mom.
anonymous 2 hours ago