i feel like perv sometimes

i dont want advice i just need to put this out into the universe but i lowk feel like a creep weirdo as a fat girl who wants to do normal relationship stuff- sometimes i feel not normal and like im not gross cause like everyone has desires but it feels different when i do. yes they get fulfilled by my boyfriend but sometimes i wonder if he feels like im like a perv of some sort i mean idk.. i like talkibg about sensual stuff sometimes but i actually get very shy talking about it. like today he was asking me what i like about us making out and i had something in mind that i wanted to say- him grabbing my wrists.. idk why but i just like it- but i never did and i kind of regret it i just got really flustered and could feel myself getting warm LMAO. idk i just feel like a freak weirdo talking about more like sensual stuff being who i am idk if its just my personality- im very shy and i tend to think about others feeing before mine- or if its me being not the norm like a fat girl but i have also never been in a relationship that got to this point so that might also be why cause we have been tg for a year n 4 months. its not a huge deal just had to put it out there like said previously

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