I dont know anymore

Yk smth I just hate when people talk abt u behind ur back. It’s like u just try, and try, and try but nothings ever good enough. And then since you’re drowning in yourself you stop making efforts. No one notices bc ur known as only one thing to them. I wanna cry, I really do but it won’t do anything. No matter what I do won’t make an impact. No one really cares, they just don’t wanna be the bad guy even though sometimes they are. Sometimes I wanna kill what’s wrong with me but I can’t. I can’t ever do the right just the wrong. Life sucks, i suck, I js wanna go home. And even if i am home i wanna find somewhere far that no one knows of. And not that they don’t know where I am, they don’t know the place I’m at. But for now I wanna kill myself , I wanna cry, I want something to change, but nothing will and I have to get used to it. I’m always second and will always be. And my family wouldn’t care. No one ever does anyway.

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Someone Other August 31, 2026 at 7:03 pm 0 0