Sigh… I’m really bad at socializing. Maybe I should just shut tf up from the start. I’m so mad at myself. I'm so sorry to everyone. I'm the biggest dumbass. Grateful for the happy memories. I wish the best for everyone.
I'll finish the remaining art work that i promised them & then step away quietly. I won't be blocking anyone & will still reply to their message. But i won't be coming to hang out anymore. Won't show up to their house anymore. Won't approach first anymore. I feel like everything will be better without me. I'm not mad at anyone else, just at myself. I hope they won't look for me & move on.
anonymousFriends March 21, 2026 at 11:34 pm00
Why? Why are you still going to draw things for them? If you had good times why do you think things would've been better without you? If things would really be better without why not block them? Its for you isn't it? Or do you think they'd want you around? Why do you care? Why do you wish them the best if you're distancing yourself from them? Why do they have to be the ones to move on? If you think they'll still care enough to look for you, why leave? Nameless 6 hours ago
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Nameless 6 hours ago