Conversion disorder

So I have conversion disorder which is a mental disorder that can’t be medically explained and also turns trauma into physical symptoms. Such as ‘ hysterical blindness’ which is literally going blind and/or something being blind to you (like my family sometimes in my case). It literally makes not able to see them when they are right in my face. I only know this because my family has cameras around the house because I also have Dissociative Identity Disorder so they have the cameras to make sure I don’t hurt anyone or myself. However I “can’t” know about any of this because they have to gaslight me because at first they thought my conversion disorder symptoms would go away but in reality it made it 10 times worse. Now they gaslight me from knowing anything ( even though I know everything)because they are scared that my hysterical blindness will make them disappear from my sight for life. They only disappear when they are trying to tell me about a certain situation,which is life changing but they won’t tell me because of the fear they have.hope this makes sense I wish I could have advice on what to do I can’t take to anyone about it.

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Lucy Other July 12, 2025 at 6:20 pm 0 0