I've watched porn, hentai, and other weird shit on the internet many times, even watching it more than once.
I feel like this is wrong and I often feel disgusted with myself after copying some of the acts I had seen in porn animations, real life porn or just stories.
I can barely relate to any of my friends as they aren't like me, not knowing the parts of the internet I'm even exist. I always feel guilty whenever I'm around my parents because of what I watch and see on the internet.
Even if sites have one of those "ARE YOU SURE YOU'RE 18?" messages, I just click yes by instinct and explore.
Everyday at school I'm my usual self but when I get home as it gets later, near night, that's when everything changes as I suddenly type the same words in my incognito browser. I've stopped but I just end up finding something else more disgusting.
It could be because I'm going through puberty but I started a couple years ago, so unless I'm still going through it then idk. I'm very nervous and scared to post this
Honestly kid, lots of people have done this. You’re not special and this isn’t something new. My only warning is that the younger generation (I’m gen z but on the older end) is becoming more porn addicted and that’s going to fuck you up. I’ve seen how it’s effected people. If you want a famous example, Kanye West has admitted he’s addicted to porn and look how he turned out. Instead of looking at porn, you should look up videos on YouTube about porn addiction. Especially as a girl, it’s super fucked up.
It’s natural to be curious about sex and I guess porn, but it’s also super easy to get addicted or desensitized to porn to a point that normal stuff will seem boring to you and when you get to that point, it’s too late for you. It’s natural to be curious and want to know more (always good to know what safe & healthy sex is vs. fetish) but I highly suggest just taking up another hobby to counterbalance stuff. I’m still considered young and even im afraid for our generation. Like how tf are we illiterate AND porn addicted, you know??? Be careful and stay safe is all I’m gonna say last.
anonymous 5 hours ago
dont get addicted and don't try to grow up fast, being young may be your best times anonymous 4 hours ago
well dude just calm down. everythign will be okay. pray to God. and know that you will never be astray if you just hope for yourself. z 34 minutes ago
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It’s natural to be curious about sex and I guess porn, but it’s also super easy to get addicted or desensitized to porn to a point that normal stuff will seem boring to you and when you get to that point, it’s too late for you. It’s natural to be curious and want to know more (always good to know what safe & healthy sex is vs. fetish) but I highly suggest just taking up another hobby to counterbalance stuff. I’m still considered young and even im afraid for our generation. Like how tf are we illiterate AND porn addicted, you know??? Be careful and stay safe is all I’m gonna say last.
anonymous 5 hours ago
anonymous 4 hours ago
z 34 minutes ago