bff doeesnt trust me

my best friend of 2 years just tried a 'test' on me . i never touched her stuff ' never lied to her , never hid anything from her, even letting her read my diary, and yet she doesnt trust me ??? like, ive known her for 2 f***ing yrs and no trust ??? my life is rigged i swear!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she was in a relationship last year and broke up . later this year they got back together . then she told me that she liked someone else , so i assumed that they had broken up . then last week i found out that she was planning a test on me . apparently they hadnt broken up and she just made it up to fool me . she asked her boyfriend to make a fake story abt thier break up and ask if i hate her , so i played along and said that i do hate her. i didnt bother sitting w her a t lunch . later her boyfriend asked me to date him . without hesitation i said yes because i knew her scheme . the next morning she confronted me about it and i told her everything - about knowing it and playing along . now shes mad at me . part of me acctually feels happy for leaving a friend that doesnt trust me despite me being completely transparent about everything in my life . part of me is sad because i lost a friend . and the last part of me is scared that she will leak all my info that ive told her for the past 2 years . i seriously dont know what to think . plaese help me in the comments

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anonymous Other November 06, 2025 at 9:49 am 0 0