TIRED OF MY LIFE

I am so tired of my life. Since childhood, I have never felt blessed. I had nothing and accomplished nothing, and even now, no matter how much effort I put in, how many sacrifices I make, or how many prayers I say, it all seems to lead to nothing.

I work hard and gain nothing from it. Every time I tried to save money, unexpected expenses come up until I'm nearly broke. I've lost everything financially - even my savings - and up to now, I still have to share in household expenses because my parents choose to support others instead of their own children.

Here we are, still covering expenses for them even though they have a pension, because they remain dependent on us while wasting money on people who spend recklessly and take advantage of them.

I'm exhausted. It feels like I carry the biggest burden in supporting my child's needs, to the point that I can no longer afford my own insurance.

Sometimes, I find myself resenting God for allowing government officials to steal billions and live luxurious lives without consequences - dying wealthy and leaving everything to their families - while people like us push ourselves to the limit just to survive.

How unfortunate my life feels. Sometimes I wish I had been born to a better family - one that knows how to support their children and help then live the life they dreamed of.

I am tired of working and accomplishing nothing. I am tired of praying and believing that my life will get better. It feels like there is no right time for me - like all I have are failures.

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MJ Other March 21, 2026 at 2:07 am 0 0