Lost in life

I’m just so tired. I don’t know where to start. I’m a guy who just turned twenty not long ago and I still feel like a child who’s just lost in his life. I lost my beautiful girlfriend who was my best friend for years, who I trusted with everything to another person I once considered a friend. I don’t know if it was my fault or not. I’m trying to find God after losing Him for over a year, I’ve flipped flopped on my beliefs and I don’t know what’s true anymore and I’m tired. My family is lost and we’re all so tired and hopeless. I had dreams and ambitions that are just flyin out of the window. I had people I cared about that no longer care for me. I’m just losing the light in my eyes even tho I feel like I’m doing everything I can to keep it burning. I just want it to stop but I feel like it’s too late, and now I just think I wanna die. I just wish this was over. I wish she was still here next to me. I wish someone could save my broken soul. I’m such a bad person. I should’ve just not questioned anything. I’ll never feel anything like that again. I wanted to marry her, and now I’m just lost. I’ll never find another soul to love like that, a God to love me, or anyone who truly believes in a brighter future.

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Dj Religion June 04, 2025 at 12:59 am 0 1