i like another guy while dating someone

I’ve been dating my bf for a little over a year. he’s super sweet and kind and I love how touchy he is but I don’t feel that strong connection anymore that we had at the start. We don’t laugh a lot together, I kinda have to hide part of myself when we hangout, so it just feels kind of mandatory to talk to him. Like i have no motivation to. Thinking back on it, I never did have a connection with him. Talking to him was awkward, like you got paired up with someone to work with at school that you don’t really know. I think I was just blinded by the fact that I was in a relationship (as this is my first ever) and that he was pretty cute. But this guy, the one I have a crush on, he’s really cool. He’s one of my friends that I used to be on the closer side with a while ago, separated and stopped talking after a while, but only very recently started talking again as friends. Whenever I hang out with him, I laugh so much and have a lot of fun. He’s pretty nerdy and has a ton of shared interests with me, unlike my boyfriend. He’s also pretty sweet. BUT. he has a girlfriend, and I don’t think I’m his type. it hurts me because he’s such a good guy but he’s already so devoted to another girl. it hurts even more to know that I’m betraying my original boyfriend. I feel so bad because he’s so sweet and so kind and I’m feeling like this behind his back. i’m so sad and angry because even if we were both single we would probably never get together. but i feel love for him. hes so cute, so funny, he’s like me, i can be comfy around him. i feel so bad for my boyfriend. im so sorry to everyone. I think I might just try my best to get over him or something. but god is it hard to get my mind off him. he’s just so great. i hate everything

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Asia Crushes July 02, 2025 at 2:35 am 0 2