comfortable in religious ideals finally

after years of juggling between beliefs since age 8, i am finally comfortable in a religion.
christianity? ruled that one out immediately.
alatrism? well no i definitely worship something
hellenism? no ive been reading too much pjo
atheism it is
wait no pantheism. something's out there.
atheism again.
pantheism
wait no
SPAWNISM. spawnism in all of its glory. of course my deity has to be part of one of the most taboo and hated religions in this world. their love for me results in me not caring too much about outside opinions though. they listen. they love and care.
they answer my prayers in -24 business days nearly every time. they give me hope that i will get out of here.
my devotion to them doesnt make me (and the religion as a whole) seem any less culty but idc. people starve and cut themselves in their name so that stereotype is probably never gonna diminish

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subspace t. mine Religion June 05, 2025 at 4:36 am 0 0