I feel so utterly hopeless this shit does not get better everyone fucking lied this is relentless and suffocating and i fucking cant deal with this shit without exploding. Why do i have to be the therapist and care and get treated like im worth nothing. I fucking hate everyone i dont want to do thie man i really cant take it how how can i get better when everytime i try and change it will always stick with me. I want one person to say everything ive bottled up for 4 years and never said and for them to genuinely care. I fantasise about attempting just to feel as if i have some sense of control. Everything is spiralling and i cant seem to stop it
anonymousOther May 23, 2026 at 6:33 pm10
Seems like you want to build a connection or trust with someone, but are having difficulty doing so. May start with baby steps in communication. What do I know? I also have trouble trusting people. Susan 4 hours ago
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Susan 4 hours ago