i feel gross
when i try to initiate anything with my partner after, when i think back on it, i worry quite a bit to the point where i think i'm gross for having desire. i wonder if they feel pressured sometimes, its not like sex sex but i worry they think i'm disgusting which id why i haven't let them really do anything to me, i do the work. they've said they want to try but i get nervous and scared of judgement to the point where i just flat out tell them that. even when i do things to them, i wonder if they think i'm weird or if they’re judging me whilst in the middle of whatever we are doing. i might just be paranoid but its always this in the back of my mind. even when i think back on it i wonder if im gross for thinking about it.anonymous Relationships June 08, 2026 at 6:52 pm 0 2
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