best friend

K is one of my best friends, we met last year but only got close this year, but we're in college so social interactions are concentrated and occur often so I see him pretty much everyday. I accepted I was in love with him a couple weeks ago but I've always been affectionate and attached, I respect him a lot as a person. Anyway he's affectionate back but friends have said he's unsure or not ready to commit. He hasn't said anything to me but I'd rather not risk our friendship. I wrote a song, it's not a confession and I don't want it to be but it's about him and I am certain he will recognize that when he hears it. It's a good song, but I really don't want it to mean too much. I am just confused because he touches me and wants to spend time with me and makes jokes but then I hear that he doesn't know what he wants. He is a good person, I just feel frustrated. This is my first time being comfortable with the idea of dating someone, and I hate that he isn't sure because it's so clear to me. We went on break last week and I didn't see him for the longest time I've gone without seeing him and I can sense that I've created stories and filled in gaps I didn't need to. I wish I could either get over it or I wish it would happen.

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anonymous Crushes December 01, 2025 at 6:43 pm 1 0