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[614] Too lucky

Whenever I get somthing perfect in my life, I just push my luck until I am completley alone. I have been with an amazing guy for over six months now, and I love him dearly. A few weeks ago he met some other girl who he just up and left me for, but that only lasted for a few days, and everything is fine. Last night my ex, who hasn't spoken to me in over a year, texted me. My heart skipped a beat, and I spent the whole night and most of today texting him. He told me he loves me still, and I said the same. I don't know why I couldn't just lie and say he was too late. We were together for 8 months, and it ended with him just calling me to say goodbye and never talking to me again until now. I have known him for years, and we have both changed so much. I miss him, but It's not fair to anyone. I love my boyfriend and he has been there for me since I met him, but I still love my ex. Both of them are so much better than me, and deserve someone better. I hate myself for being so stupid, stupid enough to even let myself I could be happy without complications, and stupid enough to just sit back and watch the show without any idea of what I am going to do.

Posted 1 year ago

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  • Are you damn crazy ?!
    If you were my friend I'd punch you silly !
    You met a guy & '' love him dearly '' but yet he met a girl who he up & left you for, & yet YOU let him back ?!
    Nuh uh, drop him like a damn hot plate !
    Seriously, It's not even you so quit blaming yourself for shit, it's those guys you NEED to STOP meeting.
    I have no idea where your finding them from (maybe the local animal shelter?) but you should return them, pronto !
    Posted 1 year agoReport

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