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I hate not being able to forget about what happend. And I hate that it mattered so much. I hate walking past her and feeling such hatred, thinking she's such a whore, when she doesn't deserve it, at least not for this. I hate when something reminds me of when she was here and not me, and I think about how much prettier she is. I hate not being able to blame him when it was all his fault. I hate that he had an "epiphany" and realized that he wants to be with me. I hate that he was even able to do that at all, and I hate me for giving him the wide-open shot to do it all again.I hate when he gets mad at me for the stupidest things, but I have to be the grown up and let it go. I hate that I feel like a chained up 1950's housewife in regards to what I really want to say.
I hate that I chose the college I hated because I wanted to stay near him, in case he decided to let me back in. And I hate that I didn't go to my first choice because it happens to be where he goes, and I couldn't bear being that close.
I hate that I can't tell him I love him like I used to, after how when I needed him, he completely walked away. And I hate that a part of me still wants to tell him that I love him.
I hate that he makes me happy, and I hate that a lot of this, I've already told him, he just doesn't take it seriously and expects it then to all be better. But I can't get over it.
Posted 2 years ago
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- " I hate that I chose the college I hated because I wanted to stay near him, in case he decided to let me back in. And I hate that I didn't go to my first choice because it happens to be where he goes, and I couldn't bear being that close. "
That seriously made me speechless.
I feel bad for someone who feels this way but I HATE how someone feels they need someone to be someone.
I'll tell you something that someone told me & I truly never will forget it - " You were fine before he came & you'll be fine after he leaves. ''
Posted 1 year agoReport
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